Six days and counting!!

We have 6 days until we leave for China! I know in comparison to how long we have waited thus far--6 days is nothing----but it feels like forever!! I am so anxious to finally meet and hold Lila---but it also breaks my heart for her- knowing what lies ahead. She has not been planning anything like we have for almost 2 years --she will wake up on 8/29 (gotcha day) just like every other day but it will not be like every other day....... although her situation will be much better--she does not know that so she will be very scared and it breaks my heart for her. I pray that God is preparing her heart for us and the very large extended family she will be a part of!